Sorry not sorry?

I'm tired of hearing people say I'm being impatient. Is it so bad that I want what I want and that's that? I know I made mistakes with him and I know he probably has a hard time trusting me now but damn, how long will it take for me to prove myself. I'm not one to wait around for nothing. You either want it or you don't. It's just that simple. I'm tired of hearing it takes time. It's not like I cheated on you. I am the type of person that is afraid of commitment. I've been hurt so many times before and when I see someone getting attached I push them away. Luckily I realized before it was too late. I now know what I want. Is that so hard for people to understand? It's not that I want the relationship title, it's more that we already act like we're together so what's stopping you? He met my family already, that's a big step for me. And for once, my family loves him. I'm not a patient person and I will eventually give up. Sadly, you either make time for me or bye and that's that.