Wednesday, April 29, 2015

On Wednesdays we wear pink

You can't sit with us
Seems to be the contraversery at work right now. Stupid I know. Seems like this summer will be a repeat of last summer, one clique against another.. For no reason. Again, stupid, I know. And that one person always makes us choose sides. Can I be neutral? Is that a thing? I like to be everyone's friend.. My boss lady texted me and asked me if I was joining them for Destin again this summer and just when I was about to say fuck yes, I forgot, summer school. Anyways, as I lay here next to my sweet boy, I can't help but be so happy with my life, I'm so glad that he gave me another chance because I now realized what I was missing out on. And damn does he look good ;) well that was gay of me to say, but it's true. I accept him for his pastyness and all! 
Goodnight peeps! 

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

Finals shminals

The end is approaching
As I sit here and study for this god awful geology test, I can't stop thinking that I have less than 2 weeks left of the semester.. I can't believe that this upcoming fall, I will be a junior in college, what the actual fuck!
Makes me wonder where I will be in two/three years.. Married, kids, townhouse? Like what will really happen.
Anyways, this next week will SUCK, finals can kiss my black ass.
Sincerely 
TRINA 



Monday, April 27, 2015

Sigh

As I lay in bed tonight, I ponder on today. The saying "You don't know what you've got until it is gone" is very accurate in my life. Thankfully, I realized that soon enough. Sometimes we lose sight of what and who is really important in our lives. Over the last few weeks, I've lost track of myself. I was so caught up in the chase that I forgot what great of a guy I had standing right in front of me. Yes, many things that he does, annoys me.. petty things. I need to be grateful for him and everything he does for me. Tonight, as I looked at him, I couldn't help but just stare at him, I have finally realized that I am truly blessed.
Anyways,
This weekend was fantabulous! I love spending time with the best people. We went to the Festival, and boy did I have fun (besides my feet hurting) oh and the sweating wasn't all that great but I had great friends to enjoy it with. I bought a cool sunflower painting, and breath taking dream catcher that I hung from my rear view mirror, and I totally awesome toe ring.. such a Toni thing to do. My friend got arrested for stabbing a girl.. he did my tattoo. kinda cool
crazy but not as bad as it really seems,
After festival, we went to Athenas, it was delicious! We all sat in a cool circular table and talked about how great our day was and how tired we were. I had school this morning, but the weather was terrible, so I skipped. oops. I really had the best weekend in a long time and I can only thank the awesome people who shared it with me. P.S. work in the morning, vomit.

Saturday, April 25, 2015

Content

Content
Lately life has been a roller coaster
I'm torn between waiting around for one thing
Or do I let it go and continue with what I have
Is it wrong to be jealous? Probably so
I've learned over the past few days to be happy with what I have and stop trying to have something I can't
I really do love my job and my coworkers
I can honestly say I'm finally content with how my life is going.. I'm thankful for what I have
I know that one day you'll regret letting me go. 

Sincerely
A grateful heart 

Thursday, April 23, 2015

one through ten

PurpleShmurple
numberone: I'm procrastinating so badly right now
But what student doesn't?¿
And if you don't, are you really a student?
numbertwo: I have school in the morning
I probably won't go
numberthree: people think I'm a bitch
They are probably right
One time, I got complained on at work for muggin
oops 
numberfour: can I really trust everyone?
(Friends and Family) 
numberfive: I really need to prepare myself for this meeting
~~fuckmylife~~
numbersix: I didn't check the jail website today
That's a first
numberseven: I really enjoyed our girls night last night
I really love my friends
when we get along 
numbereight: I tend to feel need to clean house often
call me mom
numbernine: Two weeks left of school
Shiiit, I'm not ready
numberten: Bills are due soon
FUCK